Why am I single? So …….
the conversation of relationships got brought up to me the other day and forgot to put this up yesterday, but I am doing it now. I got asked why am I single. I honestly replied I don’t know, but! I think I have a few ideas. So I told her “I think I’m single because I am to shy to inniate(spell check) a conversation with people, I spend more time with my family than I do out and about, and finally…because I peform in drag here and there.” All three are totally true, but the two I feel harms my relationship status is my shyness and the fact I do drag. Yes I performa and dance…yes I can get loud with friend, but aside from that I can’t…I get overwhelmed with being to self concious and what not. You guys see me…I am not big buff and masculine, I am a skinny little boy who wears make-up(sometimes.) Plus drag is like the cherry onto the sundae…in the gay community men who do drag are looked upon as women and in the straight community men look as drags as either Transgendered, a femmy queer, or a one night stand fantasy(GROSS.) all of this is probably why I am single, BUT! no matter how lonely I feel at times or how sad and outcasted I feel with friends who are in relationships.. it’s ok. I am taking this time in my life to discover and find myself and the person I want to become in the future. I have so many goals and I have absolutely to confidence and independecy to accomplish them right now. Which is why I am trying to work on myself at this time.SO AFTER ALL OF THAT she simply asked..”when do you think you’ll be ready?” and all I said was “when I am…I don’t know, but I’ll know when I am not single.”
Why am I single?
So …….
the conversation of relationships got brought up to me the other day and forgot to put this up yesterday, but I am doing it now. I got asked why am I single. I honestly replied I don’t know, but! I think I have a few ideas. So I told her “I think I’m single because I am to shy to inniate(spell check) a conversation with people, I spend more time with my family than I do out and about, and finally…because I peform in drag here and there.” All three are totally true, but the two I feel harms my relationship status is my shyness and the fact I do drag. Yes I performa and dance…yes I can get loud with friend, but aside from that I can’t…I get overwhelmed with being to self concious and what not. You guys see me…I am not big buff and masculine, I am a skinny little boy who wears make-up(sometimes.) Plus drag is like the cherry onto the sundae…in the gay community men who do drag are looked upon as women and in the straight community men look as drags as either Transgendered, a femmy queer, or a one night stand fantasy(GROSS.) all of this is probably why I am single, BUT! no matter how lonely I feel at times or how sad and outcasted I feel with friends who are in relationships.. it’s ok. I am taking this time in my life to discover and find myself and the person I want to become in the future. I have so many goals and I have absolutely to confidence and independecy to accomplish them right now. Which is why I am trying to work on myself at this time.SO AFTER ALL OF THAT she simply asked..”when do you think you’ll be ready?” and all I said was “when I am…I don’t know, but I’ll know when I am not single.”